Babies and razor blades

Babies and razor blades

By adminTuesday - May 23rd, 2006Categories: Uncategorized

Two more things:

1. Just because I’ve already known the joy of childbirth it doesn’t mean I’m shut down for the rest of my life. If the right person comes along and everything is right, then I want to be able to make the decision and have another child. I’m not saying that I’m all over having more babies. But I am by no means willing to close the door on the matter either. Although I guess what it is, is that all people are going to see when they look at me and my life is, “God, why the hell would you want more kids?”
What if I said it was that if the right person came along and we agreed, then maybe, just maybe I’d get a chance to know what it’s like to have a normal pregnancy with a loving, supportive spouse. If that never happens, then that’s just the way my life went. But I just want the possibility.

2. the aquarium guy just asked if I had any razor blades kicking around my place. Sigh, if you are going to go through all the trouble to do drugs….at least afford the paraphenialia, if you can’t even afford that? Then you don’t deserve the drugs. (note to self: search for some old rusty razors incase there is a next time)