Archive for November, 2007

A Tip of the Hat to one who one who truly deserves it

By adminSunday - November 25th, 2007Categories: Uncategorized

It never ceases to amaze me.
Without fail. How some people are always there at just the right time.
Sometimes friendship knows no distance.
You are awesome.
Don’t ever change.

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Ghosts

By adminSunday - November 18th, 2007Categories: Uncategorized

I was on my way home last night when I saw him. I was sure of it. Just like I always remembered him (the fucker). My next thought was, if he’s here then where is she? She was too far gone to have “squared up” and far too co-dependant to have left him…for very long anyway.
So of course my mind goes spiraling out of control. Some call it over-reacting, Some call it survival. In my case it includes falling back into a moment. I try to remember that it probably isn’t even him. Everything is in the past, nice and deeply kept that way.
Memories start trickling through.

I’m not ready for this.

Fucking whatever, you are a fool. They’re just memories.

But remember what the memories used to do?

You were different then. Now you are ready. Just fucking deal with it. Nobody cares about this. It’s too far in your past to worry about.

What if she’s dead? Another dead friend.

They are all going to die it’s the nature of it. You either get out or you get dead.

This went on until Chandler butted in. I focused on reading until I fell asleep. I woke up the next day feeling fuzzy without much memory of the night before. The memories eventually returned, but this time as if wrapped inside a feather pillow.

I remember.

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Life, actually

By adminMonday - November 5th, 2007Categories: Uncategorized

The last convention of the year ended off smashingly. I sold at least one of each book and I actually sold out of one of my books! I just need to finish the last book of the year and then the hard part comes. Re-integration with society. I’ve been watching for months as friends have been going out and doing things while I politely resign because I have to work on a comic book. Not anymore. I am going to get out and do something. I want to explore the city. It’s time for more City Chronicles. It’s time for a lot of things.

I really wish I had more time tonight. If I didn’t have to be at work first thing….I needs to have me an adventure. Go on an expedition. Mostly just walk around and watch. Do all the things that my little voice wants me to…. However, this week is about me resting. Just physically relaxing. Sleeping for about five or six days. With the exception of Sunday. There are some projects that I’d like to goof around with but nothing with a set deadline except the second issue of The Guardian which I plan to finish up this week. On a second look, I’m noticing that I’m not the only one who’s been cutting themselves off from the rest of the world. It’s unfortunate… But enough of that I now have to fall asleep in front of the computer image editing.

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