Archive for December, 2007

Days Since Last on Fire: 2

By adminWednesday - December 26th, 2007Categories: Uncategorized

Nothing says Merry Christmas like catching on fire in a Church on Christmas Eve.

The lengths I go through to show support to Carol and Jimmy….

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By adminSaturday - December 22nd, 2007Categories: Uncategorized

The bravest thing I’ve ever done
Was to run away and hide
But not this time, not this time
And the weakest thing I’ve ever done
Was to stay right by your side
Just like this time, and every time
I couldn’t tell you I was happy when you were gone
So I lied and said that I missed you when we were apart
I couldn’t tell you, so I had to lead you on
But I didn’t mean to break your heart

And if I always seem distracted
Like my minds somewhere else
That’s because it’s true, yes it’s true
it’s this stupid pride that makes me feel
Like I have to follow through
Even half-assedly, loving you
Why must I always speak in terms of cowardice?
When I guess I should have just come out and told you right from the start
Why must I always tell you all I want is this?
I guess ’cause I didn’t want to break your heart

And you said
What’d you think that I was gonna do,
Curl up and die just because of you?
I’m not that weak, you know
What’d you think that I was gonna do,
Try to make you love me as much as I love you?
How could you be so low?
You arrogant man,
What do you think that I am?
My heart will be fine
Just stop wasting my time

And now I know that you will be okay, and that I got what I want
and that’s rid of you
Good bye
And it’s not cause I’ll be missing you
That makes me fall apart
It’s just that I didn’t mean to break
No I didn’t mean to break
No I didn’t mean to break
Your heart

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The Short-sighted

By adminWednesday - December 5th, 2007Categories: Uncategorized

Humans by their nature like to make things easy for themselves.
They like to think simply and directly.
They like to boil things down to their most simple essence.
Often times in doing that. They fail.
“Everyone hates me”
“You never loved me anyway”
“Men suck”
“Women are backstabbing, manipulative bitches”


Those are blanket statements for one thing, for another, those statements are missing some key pieces.
Responsibility for your own actions that lead to the situation that was created.
It got to the point where I ended up defending someone tonight because this was the mind set I was receiving.
You can’t just simply wash away something by saying these things.
They lead to you not resolving the problem that lies before you.
If you don’t fix the problem you are doomed to repeat the same things over and over again.

Improve and Succeed.
Cover it up and fail.
In the end you aren’t responsible for the world and you certainly can’t control it.
But you can control yourself and shape your own destiny.
You are responsible for yourself.

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